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Robby's Night

I was on my way home back to Cavite .. may nakatabi akong bata ,, well i was actually wondering what the hell does a 10 years old girl doing in a bus all by herself  at 6am?..  She's a bit worried i guess .. Naawa ako sa bata i remember my sis .. (pakibalik na ung headset ko puede?) Anyway , i wanted to talk to her ,, but i was like hesitant kasi hiya ako eh haha ..

Then Finally i had the guts to ask her na .. di talaga mapigil Usi kasi ako .. she said naglayas daw siya pupunta daw siya sa daddy niya sa Munti .. Muntinlupa ayaw ko samin.. Gad, i mean ang bata niya for those things .. she was about to cry while i was asking ayaw na daw nia dun sa kanila i was stunned at the moment alam niya ung sinasabi you can feel the pain while i was looking at her gad naiiyak nako nun ..wala man lang ako nasabi na advice i just listened to her  .. i asked her na ihahatid ko na lang siya .. I should have insisted ,, i dont even ask kung nakakain na siya or if may pamasahe pa siya .. I was about to cry na rin when i stepped out of the bus muka akong tanga later ko na realize i should have really done something but wala akong ginawa wla talga akong kwenta kahit kelan haiy ..

i just told her to take care and prayed that God would guide her ,.. I was so bothered..

I should have done something , dapat naging mapilit ako .. you know how cruel the streets are sabi niya sanay na daw siya pumunta dun .. Pero kahit na .. ako nga College lang natuto magCommute at maligaw ..

And thats how Life is Life is unfair .. very unfair .. Paksheet ..  just be thankful of what we have bilib ako sa bata ang lakas ng loob .. Okay She want Barbies, Polly Pocket yes but thats not her priority .. 

she wanted someone to take care of her someone who would be worried about her , someone who'll find her when shes gone .. ang bata pa niya para sa ganung responsibilidad.. Naiinis tlga ako dahil wala akong nagawa .. I wonder where she is right know i hope shes with her Dad already , sheeet .. i feel so damn so guilty about that child ..

God please take care of her and hope that she'll finds her family ..

Most people dont mind it .. because "i have everything why should be worried about other people , i wonder what im going to wear tonight at the bar  ,  " FCUK..

While people like her strive so hard at an early age she doesnt deserve it she should be at school or at least have a breafast with her Family .. And not encountering bullshits already without guidance ... Cruel world .. LIFE isnt FAIR ..

Hey, wake up! wake up!

A dog was knocked down by a car and died on the middle of the road. Later, this dog is
seen beside the corpse of the dog, he tried to wake his wife up using his leg


 Let's move to the safer side of the road...i will move you to the safer side!



Anyone help, tell me what to do.

Though the traffic is busy and dangerous, he just will not go away from his wife.

Just stand beside his wife howling and crying.

 I feel obliged to share them with other people, because its really good. It’s such a waste to keep them to myself..

This is a true story that happened in Japan.
In order to renovate the house, someone in Japanbreaks open the wall.
Japanese houses normally have a hollow space between the wooden walls. When tearing down the walls, he found that
there was a lizard stuck there because a nail from outside hammered into one of its feet. He sees this, feels pity, and at
the same time curious, as when he checked the nail, it was nailed 10 years ago when the house was! first built.

What happened?

The lizard has survived in such position for 10 years! In a dark wall partition for 10 years without moving, it is impossible
and mind-boggling. Then he wondered how this lizard survived for 10 years! without moving a single step–since its foot
was nailed!

So he stopped his work and observed the lizard, what it has been doing, and what and how it has been eating. Later, not
knowing from where it came appears another lizard, with food in its mouth. Ah! He was stunned and touched deeply. For the lizard that was stuck by nail, another lizard has been feeding it for the past 10 years…

Imagine? it has been doing that untiringly for 10 long years, without giving up hope on its partner.

Think, will u do that to your partner?

Think that will you do it to your Mom,

Who brought you after a big struggle of Nine long months ?

Or at least to your Dad, Friends, Co-workers, brothers and Sisters?

Imagine what a small creature can do that a creature blessed with a brilliant mind can't.

As information and communication technology advances, our access to information becomes faster and faster. But the distance between human beings . . . is it getting closer as well?

….Please never abandon your loved ones

.. in this dog-eat-dog world your personality defines who you are ..

 ..its not easy for people to know me because my behavior

        is unpredictable and always intriguing, The people i love find it challenging to get to know the real me.. while people i just meet might find it too difficult to figure me out

.. stay away from disgraceful, distasteful ,doubtful,

" I promise " syndrome ..!

      ..... i dont really picture myself as an individual, instead i define myself

                according to the people that surrounds me, that doesnt sounds good..

                                      Blaise Pascal wont like that ..talking about individuality!

                                                   "Blaise Pascal:
 We are all something, but none of us are everything..(okay!)



.. ..AND to crush on your friends super not available boyfriend? (super no! no!) its another thing to turn into a lowdown dirrrtty cruel intention prada wearing devil nyaha..!

.. discover a side of yourself you never knew existed..

i really dont meant it ...

              its so pathetic .. ..

i just want you to know me better ,,

soory nah..

                     im more afraid of “screwing things up”

Does it mean that i needed to put everything on the line and REALLY let him know how i felt?

i've created a NEGATIVE TENSION that can be VERY uncomfortable.naman kasi ..

                      Each year he sent her roses,

                      and the note would always say,

                      I love you even more this year,

                      than last year on this day.

                      My love for you will always grow,

                      with every passing year."



                      She knew this was the last time

                      that the roses would appear.

                      She thought, he ordered roses

                      in advance before this day.

                      Her loving husband did not know,

                      that he would pass away.



                      He always liked to do things early,

                      way before the time.

                      Then, if he got too busy,

                      everything would work out fine.


                      She trimmed the stems and

                      placed them in a very special vase.

                      Then, sat the vase beside

                      the portrait of his smiling face.


                      She would sit for hours,

                      In her husband's favorite chair.

                      While staring at his picture,

                      and the roses sitting there.



                      A year went by, and it was

                      to live without her mate.

                      With loneliness and solitude,

                      that had become her fate.


                      Then, the very hour,

                      as on Valentines before,

                      The doorbell rang, and there

                      were roses sitting by her door.


                      She brought the roses in,

                      and then just looked at them in shock.

                      Then, went to get the telephone,

                       to call the florist shop.




                      The owner answered, and she asked him,

                      if he would explain,

                      Why would someone do this to her,

                      causing her such pain?



                      "I know your husband passed away,

                      more than a year ago,"

                      The owner said, "I knew you'd call,

                      and you would want to know.



                      The flowers you received today,

                      were paid for in advance.

                     Your husband always planned ahead,

                      he left nothing to chance.



                      There is a standing order,

                      that I have on file down here,

                      And he has paid, well in advance,

                      you'll get them every year.



                      There also is another thing,

                      that I think you should know,

                      He wrote a special little card...

                      he did this years ago.



                       Then, should ever I find out

                      that he's no longer here,

                      that's the card that should be sent

                      to you the following year."



                      She thanked him and hung up the phone,

                      her tears now flowing hard.

                      Her fingers shaking, as she slowly reached

                      To get the card.



                      Inside the card, she saw that

                      he had written her a note.

                      Then, as she stared in total silence,

                       this is what he wrote...



                      "Hello my love, I know it's been a year

                      since I've been gone.

                      I hope it hasn't been too hard

                      for you to overcome.



                      I know it must be lonely,

                      and the pain is very real.

                      Or if it was the other way,

                      I know how I would feel.



                      The love we shared made everything

                      so beautiful in life.

                      I loved you more than words can say,

                      you were the perfect wife.



                      You were my friend and lover,

                      you fulfilled my every need.

                      I know it's only been a year,

                      but please try not to grieve.



                      I want you to be happy,

                      even when you shed your tears.

                      That is why the roses

                      will be sent to you for years.



                      When you get these roses,

                      think of all the happiness,

                      That we had together,

                      and how both of us were blessed.



                      I have always loved you

                      and I know I always will.

                      But, my love, you must go on,

                      you have some living still.



                      Please...try to find happiness,

                      while living out your days.

                       I know it is not easy,

                      but I hope you find some ways.



                      The roses will come every year,

                      and they will only stop,

                     When your door's not answered,

                      when the florist stops to knock.



                      He will come five times that day,

                      in case you have gone out.

                      But after his last visit,

                      he will know without a doubt



                      To take the roses to the place,

                      where I've instructed him.

                      and place the roses where we are,

                      together once again.



                      Sometimes in life,

                      you find a special friend;

                      Someone who changes your life

                      just by being part of it.



                      Someone who makes you laugh

                      until you can't stop;

                      Someone who makes you believe

                      that there really is good in the world.

                      Someone who convinces you that there really is

                     an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it.